Instantly, God filled my heart with the understanding
that another group I'd been leaning towards was in grave error because
at the heart of their worship, they substitute a man as a mediator.
Thus, whilst I'd been favorably disposed towards them, I quickly backed
away. There was no mistaking the message I was getting from God.
But my problem still existed. By now, months had
passed. I was living in San Diego in an apartment and was just twenty
years of age. I was in the U.S. Navy stationed aboard a ship there.
On my off days, I'd hole up in my apartment reading the Bible and
praying. It was a good time for me. On Sundays, I'd go to church.
I attended a large Methodist church. But I was growing very dissatisfied
with it because I never heard anything about the Bible and little
about God. It was very much a social institution that made much to
do about local community events, events in the lives of church members,
the ills of society and how to help people. So while many things were
said that were no doubt important to some and helpful to some, there
was nothing being said about God and absolutely no mention of the
Bible. It wasn't read. It wasn't even discussed.
One Sunday I was returning to my apartment after
church that morning when a lady stepped up to me and handed me something
and very quickly invited me to come to church. I asked her where it
was and she pointed down the street and told me it was the First Baptist
Church of San Diego. I told her I would be there.
I prayed before I went there and asked God to show
me where He wanted me to go and to let me know if this was where I
should go (a prayer I had been praying). That evening, I entered the
service and immediately felt comfortable. It had a completely different
feel to it. And then came the astounding thing. I'd been pretty successful
at reading the Bible and understanding things. When I'd stumble onto
a difficult passage which puzzled me, I'd pray and it seemed like
in seconds, I'd come to understand the passage. But one particular
passage would not budge. I'd pray but still could not understand it.
Days had gone by. This had never happened before. Always before, I'd
pray and understanding would come. Not this time.
Guess what that Baptist preacher spoke on that night?
Right. Directly on the subject and from the very passage with
which I struggled. And he explained during the invitation about the
need to be baptized. I'd never known that I needed to be baptized.
So I went forward. I was baptized a week later. I began to listen
to the messages in that church and began to learn doctrine as taught
by the Baptists.
Over and over, I heard truths
that God had already confirmed in my soul, being taught in that Baptist
church. It was confirmation to me that here was truth.
And so I stayed and learned.
Unfortunately, I did not stay long. I left the navy
and returned home to Phoenix. There, I joined a Baptist church that
my mother was now attending. And I learned more doctrine, more truths.
And I also learned an important lesson. I learned that the Baptists
did not always hold the truth perfectly. I learned that while
they propounded truth more closely than any other group I had looked
at, there were some areas in which they lacked. I also earned that
not all Baptists believed the same things about doctrine and that
the variants on the truths of the Bible were many amongst them.
But I now understood that I had a source, a learning
center as it were. And I learned that I could reach out to other sources
and take truth from them as well. Now I realize that my experience
is somewhat different than the experiences of many Christians. Many
are immediately immersed into a learning environment and grow in the
doctrines of the Word. (Though far, far too many are immersed into
error from the beginning and become bound with cords of lies mingled
with truth such that they will never escape until they stand before
Christ one day and realize how foolish they have been.). We are all
colored by our experiences. The Apostle Paul became a different man
because of an experience he had with the Lord. And he was further
shaped by the intense discipling he underwent shortly thereafter.
He learned many truths throughout his life. But those early years
were foundational years in which he learned things about God which
were so important in his understanding other truths that came to him
later.
Which brings me to the heart of the matter.
I contend that it is impossible
for any man or woman to know who is teaching truth or error unless
and until that man or woman brings themselves under the direct tutelage
of the Holy Spirit. That means a Christian must devote
him or herself to prayer and to seeking truth from the Lord from within
His Word. Not a commentary. Not a book about the Bible. From the
Word of God alone. Now I do not say one cannot learn from helps.
I use them. But you'd better know the Word of God first. You'd better
study that first. You'd better learn some important things about God
first, learn some vital principles about God and godliness, first.
Only then can you have enough discernment to know whether an author
is theologically sound or not. And you should make a rule: Once
you find someone is in error on certain fundamental truths, read everything
they write and hear everything they say with a degree of caution and
suspicion. I do not say you cannot learn from them. But
beware.
One of my favorite historical Christians is Charles
Finney. I loved his biography. I believe God used him in a mighty
way. But I also know that he was in error on many subjects. He may
have been a great preacher and able to win many to Christ but he was
not a great teacher for he did not spend his time learning doctrine
in the proper fashion. If he had, he'd not have been in such error
in certain things. I have many of his books. But I read them with
a degree of care. I glean from them.
Christian, if you would know truth, seek God.
He is truth.
If you would know truth, then be truthful. Be truthful with others,
with yourself and with God. Ask God for truth. He cannot deny such
a request. He is bound to honor such a request. Ask Him to open
your mind. Ask Him to show you the error of another about whom you
have questions. He will do that. GOD WILL LEAD YOU INTO TRUTH. He
has promised and cannot lie. He cannot deny himself.
You may find yourself in a situation where there
are lies propounded from the pulpit or from a teacher. It does not
mean that God has led you into error. Indeed, the fact that you are
able to discern the error means God has given you enough truth to
keep you from being seduced by the lies. God will not always lead
you into a church where there is absolute truth preached and taught.
And you should not necessarily seek such a church. [Sigh.
For those of you who take issue,
a query: Where did God lead Jeremiah to serve? And were those people
seekers and sowers of truth? Thank you.]
And understand that I am talking about membership in a Bible believing,
teaching, preaching church. If you are in a church such as I found
myself in during my early years, where no truth is preached or taught,
unless you have some very strong evidence and leading from the Lord
(and you will not have such leading unless you are very, very grounded
in the truths of God), then you must leave that church. But
if you find yourself in a church that is in many, if not most respects,
biblically oriented, but you find error in the church in some areas,
perhaps even coming from time to time from leadership, it may be that
God will leave you there as salt. Pay close attention to the leading
of the Holy Spirit.
What you should seek is to know the truth.
You see, by knowing the truth, you can be the salt in that church.
You can influence others into truthful positions. You can propound
truth. You may be one of the few in the church telling truth to others.
Don't be proud about that nor become arrogant about it. Instead, be
grateful that God has sought you out in order for you to be salt on
the table in the midst of those people. And instead of trying to escape
to a "pure" church where "only the truth is preached,"
salt those you find yourself amongst with truth. But do it with humility,
with meekness, with quietness. Do not do it in an adversarial fashion.
Just quietly teach the truth. Do not seek to contend with the leadership
for this will have the following effects: (1) You will be branded
as one who sows discord amongst the brethren; and (2) You will be
stopped from giving some essential biblical truths to some of the
people in that church. Because one propounds error, do not think you
must always contend for the truth by confrontation.
Contending for the truth is a spiritual activity,
not a rhetorical exercise.
It is not a time to show how smart you are, how gifted
you are, how learned in the Bible you are, or how far on God's side
you are. It is a spiritual battle for the minds of the people,
to relieve blindness. And you will not win that war from the outside.
If you habitually seek confrontation with the leadership, you will
be as a certain missionary who thought to come into another culture
and immediately ordered that they conform to the truths of the Bible
and found himself thrust from the culture, forbidden to return.
How much truth could he teach? None. He could have stayed
and, without compromise, quietly and gently taught the truth of the
Bible, not contending with the leadership but rather, contending for
the truth by preaching and teaching the truth. Now if you teach the
truth and because of that teaching, contention arises from them
and confrontation arises from them, this is different.
They have chosen confrontation. They have reduced your options.
And you are then entitled, according to Scripture, to contend for
the truth by contending openly with them, by opposing their
teachings openly, by condemning their teachings openly,
by calling them by name or declaring to them and all, in public, that
they are in error. And I must say that in all likelihood, your steadfast
stand for truth, even if done quietly, meekly and with all humility,
will probably place you into an adversarial relationship with the
leadership one day.
Also, you must understand that these are general
principles I am here propounding. There are exceptions to most rules
and here, there are exceptions. Jesus in the temple with the money
changers is a good example. But the biblical model is, I believe,
as I've outlined above. There are those who would strongly disagree
with me, but unless I see evidence otherwise from the Scriptures,
I must maintain that our primary mission is to speak the truth, to
bear truth, to expound truth and to deliver truth, always in love,
sometimes in adversity, sometimes against a background of open hostility,
and sometimes against a background of subdued error founded in ignorance.
The essence of it all is: Be wise. Be wise.
And for those who would posit that since the error
of the leadership is being propounded openly and must be dealt with
openly, a la Paul's rebuke of Peter, let me say that virtually
all error is propounded openly. False prophets are seldom shrinking
violets. But to openly challenge such false prophets is not always
wise. I do not say there is never a time and never a platform, but
merely that God expects wisdom from His servants. There is a time
and place for aggressive, all-out warfare. Be sure when you so move
that you are so moved by God and not your own passion, pride and/or
ignorance.
Realize that you can never do much contending
for the truth unless you know the truth.
And you will never know truth unless you seek God
with all your heart and beg for His wisdom. And you must study the
Word of God prayerfully. God will lead you into truth. And
THEN you can know who has truth and who has error. God will show
you. Your mind is not capable of sorting it all out. But God can.
He knows who is in error. He knows who is deceiving. He
knows who has lies wrapped in gilded truth.
You can have the mind of Christ.
Are you willing? All it takes is faith. All it takes
is your asking Him for wisdom (in faith). All it takes is your initiative.
You see, it is an act of the will. It is a choice you make.
It is a choice to know the truth. All of it. It is a choice to reject
embraced lies, coveted distortions and proud pronouncements.
But sadly, most of you will be too proud. You will
resist the truth. You will not be willing to admit you may be
wrong in your doctrine. You will not be willing to admit that
you have been deceived by Satan. After all, you know what you've seen
in life and the miracles you've seen and experienced and the wonderful
blessings you've experienced. How could you be deceived? You won't
get passed the notion that lies often come wrapped in truth.
And you'll not for a second believe that you may
have been following a lie, a beautifully wrapped lie, layered with
truth and scented with offerings to God.
Some of you have greatly underestimated the power
and cunning of Satan. You have believed him to be a demon and not
a beautiful creature of light. You have thought of Satan as a scary
monster and never would you see him as a handsome, beautiful individual
doing acts of kindness, and wearing the
garb of righteousness. You see, most of you do not
believe the following verse:
"For such are false apostles,
deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ.
14. And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel
of light. 15. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also
be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall
be according to their works."
-- 2 Cor 11:13-15.
Or if you believe it, you do not comprehend the significance
of it. You fail to realize that the most successful campaigns of Satan
against the Body of Christ are not the demonic attacks made by liberal,
agnostic God-hating bigots who detest Christianity. The worst attacks,
the most deadly attacks are not from those who promote pornography.
Nor are the worst attacks from the non-Christian religions of the
world.
The most insidious attacks on
the Body of Christ are from those who mount the pulpits wearing the
garb of righteousness, transforming themselves into preachers of righteousness,
holding up a Bible in one hand, speaking words, yea, holy words, intoning
words to us that sound as though they come from a righteous man, but
words that are as sharp and as piercing as any hook set in a fish's
jaw, lies wrapped in truth. [The
Bible speaks of them as doctrines of devils.
" Now
the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall
depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines
of devils;" -1 Tim 4:1]
The Christian world seems to think that if a man
mounts a pulpit, opens a Bible, reads from it, speaks about it, and
even entreats the hearer to obey the holy commandments found within
its pages, that this person is a Christian minister to be heard, to
be obeyed. The phrase "wolf in sheep's clothing" has no
meaning to the average Christian, no substantive imagery. The average
Christian's image of the "wolf in sheep's clothing" is akin
to the image of the wolf in the tale of Little Red Riding Hood who,
although in the garb of Grandmother, was clearly the wolf to those
of us in the know. We could see his long snout. And we knew Grandma
didn't have teeth like that. We knew it instantly.
But the truth is, Satan is subtle and cunning, wise
in the ways of mankind. And he is not called the Deceiver for nothing.
What better way to deceive than to wear the garb of a preacher? And
what better way to deceive than to preach what a real preacher would
preach: righteousness. Did you read that verse carefully?
Did you see that it said "transformed as the ministers
of righteousness"? What do you think a minister of righteousness
would preach and teach? Well, if he is truly to be transformed in
the minds of a Christian, especially one who has a passing knowledge
of the Bible, he'd best be preaching and teaching righteousness.
Otherwise, the con isn't
going to take.
But for some reason, Christians just don't want to
believe that they could be had. They don't want to believe that those
glorious, inspiring words came from a source other than God. They
don't want to think that they were part of a big scheme of Satan to
deceive. And in their pride, they cling fast to what they've come
to believe as truth, unwilling to trade up, unwilling to even investigate,
to see if they really have the truth. And in their error, they follow
the Deceiver, even smiling, even in song, even rejoicing, content
that they have truth, when in fact, they are being led astray by a
Pied Piper playing his own rendition of "Send the Light,"
mouthing the words, but inside saying: "Bring the Night."
To those pastors/leaders who resent what I've said
and who think my words might arouse suspicion in the minds of Christians
towards leadership, I can only say this: Speak the Truth. If
you stick to the truth, what fear have ye? If you do not deceive,
why would you worry? Is not God able to use you? Isn't the Holy Spirit
able to convince your congregation of the truth you bear? And if not,
if God is not able to persuade them, why would you concern yourself
about having the followship of such?
My words are to those who want truth and want to seek it. If some
hear my words and become suspicious as to whether or not you have
the truth, then they have three choices: (1) Do nothing but suspect
your every word; or (2) Leave; or (3) Make diligent inquiry of God
as to whether you preach and teach the truth, i.e., they seek to discover
"whether those things be so" or not. In any event, if they
are not convinced of your truth by the Holy Spirit and do not seek
truth independently of you, then you have lost nothing. If they leave,
then you have gained the loss of someone who refused to seek the truth,
to find out whether or not you spoke the truth. And if they stay and
inquire of God, then God will show them truth for He is faithful and
you have gained an excellent disciple and a solid church member.
Christian, I know that you think you have the truth
and your pastor is a bearer of precious seed. And
it may be so. But you'd better be sure who you follow.
You'd better make sure the one you accept as bearing precious seed
is in fact, bearing true seed and not sowing tares instead. Are you
sure? If so, how? Because someone told you so? Because you are happy?
Because you just know truth when you hear it? I suggest to you that
none of those answers are sufficient. You
need to know because God has illuminated your own mind with His truth
in a personal way, from personal study of the Bible
and has brought holy conviction to you that comes from faith-filled
prayer begging God to open your mind and fill it with truth.
God will show you truth, if you want it. I say again:
GOD WILL SHOW YOU TRUTH, IF YOU WANT IT. Do you want it? Then ask
for it. Ask God to confirm whether you are in His truth or not. Ask
God to show you whether the man or woman you follow and believe is
sent from God is in fact, from God. God will open your eyes. He has
promised to do that in I John 5:14-15. Check it out. Read it. See
if I speak the truth here. God will show you. BUT YOU MUST ASK.
You must want to know the truth. You must seek the truth. You must
take the initiative.
Will you do that?
You owe it to yourself to know the truth.
And
you owe it to God.